Death

do you believe that when people die they go to heaven? i think i kind of used to.. until it happened to me. not death that is.. obviously i'm pretty much alive and kicking here.. but when my mum died. or should i say took her own life.

that's very much the way to put it isn't it? taking your own life and doing with it as you please. not that i think for a minute it pleased her..

1987. it's a long way off . i can't believe it's going to be 20years soon.